Wah wah wah can’t sleep so I shall spam you all who can’t sleep with me with my face muhahaha >:)
Excuse me, do you have any raisins? Well how about a date ?! #bored #fridaynight #raining #boohoo #nofilter
May 31st, when you left for the trip to England town you texted me saying you had to tell me something.
“What is it?”
“Well it wasn’t something to tell”
“Show & tell?”
“Kiss & tell.”
“That’s a good one lol.”
“Nah but I was gonna give you a kiss before I left lol.”
I never see him on weekends cause I’m always working. We always see each other 5 mins in the morning and together in the afternoon for like 10. I wished we had classes together.
June 5th, you told me how you felt about me. I never thought I’d find someone who I adore so much & someone who see right through me but I jus can’t stand the fact that you’re moving to Texas soon.. You said you were washing your brothers car.
“Wait, is it your old brother from Texas?!”
“Nah my brother that lives in __ “
“Phew, I was about to say.”
“What were you about to say?!”
“He can’t take yu away from me ! “
I didn’t expect him to say what he was going to say next..
“You know a B I G ass part of me only wants to stay because you are here. I’m not saying you’re holding me back, it’s like I don’t wanna leave you.”
“I’m pretty speechless right now, a thousand thoughts are running through my head…”
“Me and ___ were talking the other day, and said you think I don’t really like you. Girl, I like you alot ! Enough to keep my ass in Jersey if everything goes good! Jus because I don’t tell anybody our business doesn’t mean I don’t like you, love. It’s jus everything would go better if no o one knew our business you know? But I tell __ everything because I can trust her. “
“You’re very hard to read but I like that, it’s a challenge unlike other guys who are so predictable. You’re right, it’s no one business actually, they can keep wondering and assuming. Yeah __ is a sweetheart, she was like “Don’t play him” but honestly I haven’t felt like this in years, to be more accurate, you give me feelings I have never felt before..
“TBH I thought you would play me since you’re like so known and have all these other dudes on you. Thats why I haven’t been showing to much feelings because I’ve beed played before & it’s embarrassing. I really do like you tho, words can’t even explain how much I like you.”
“If I want something, I’ll put in my all, I’m so scared of rejection that’s why I never make the first move but at times I jus be like fuck it, go for what you want if yu desire it. You jus make my days brighter. I look at you and I see new days with no worries.”
“I wont ever want to reject you! You’re too prefect to let go.”
June 6th. All I wanted to do was to be closer to you. So I was thinking pulling your move that you never accomplished. So I texted you to tell you I had something to tell you, you ask if it was bad. I said, maybe..
I am so dumb. When I went to met up with you, I stalled for 2 mins because what was meant to be tell, was only to kiss & tell. As I was ready to do it, my cover was blown by one of the AP’s telling us get back to class. Ugh! So throughout the rest of the day I’m thinking that you’re thinking I had bad news to tell you. & awkward moment when I saw you the last period because I had to get Vanessa. No words were exchange lol. You’re always at the bus board before me, as we were walking to my bus, I explained everything that I was hopping to do but failed at, you said you were getting hot after I told you I wanted to sneak a kiss & that was my mission. We arrive at my bus, we stop & we hugged.
Our friends were calling your name but you ignored, looked down to me, took my sour green blow pop out of my mouth, you bend down a little to get to my level & you kissed
Butterflies in my stomach were flying crazy fast, I was like speechless. You walked away but still looking at me and put my lollipop in your mouth. I walked away got on my bus and my stomach was aching, my head was spinning & my cheeks was hurting from smiling too much.
Today, June 7th. I walked you to your 3rd prd class. As regular, we talked for a bit, hugged, let go but then we hugged again. Our eyes locked, my feet slowly walked towards you, got you against the locker.
My lips touched your lips. All I wanted was a kiss, my head went back then you push it against yours & from that moment, I didn’t want to let go or stop kissing you. Slow motion, perfect tongue action, no mess or did i have to wipe the extras from my lip.
All 4 years, you were right infront of my face this whole time…